If

If he is dismal and depressed, because he

has heaps of tax work to do
too little money
me

Why does he persist?

I have asked him to come back.
I have asked him to drop by anytime.
I have arranged an appoint ment with a counsellor.
I have asked him twice to meet.

Where is his initiative?
Where is HIS doing to fix this?

Each day that goes by adds to the hurt and the ache.

Have you seen a cross sectioned bungee cord?
My feelings right now, are like that.
Each time he says or does something selfish or distancing or judgmental another strand breaks.

Eventually, love notwithstanding, the door will no longer be open.
It does not mean the love ends.
It means I stop allowing it and him to hurt me any more.